If Wishes Were Fishes

I am the type of person who likes to make bets with herself and lately those bets have been revolving around City Park. It has been a long time since I have been out with someone like City Park. He is fun, he has a dark, sarcastic sense of humor and he gets my sense of humor. He also has this huge, great smile that he doesn’t show too often. For a while I have been dating people who either I am mentally attracted to that I am sexually attracted to, but not both. City Park, well I found both the mental and the physical attraction in him.

So, since our second date I have been a little obsessed with whether or not he is going to call again. I consistently check my blackberry, double check my voice mail messages and look for omens where they definitely don’t exist. Unfortunately he hasn’t responded to the email I sent him earlier today and he didn’t call tonight. I am hoping that he was just busy and will call in a day or so, but as they say: “If wishes were fishes…”